I am so lost and confused how can I find the truth?why doesn't God make it more clear for me?desperate?

I am a Christian but the past year all sorts of odd things related to Islam happened within my life,this lead to me studying about Islam and reading the Quran.I recieved many dreams,signs and odd experiences related to Islam.One of which was a dream in which I saw my mother come to me with a pie,on the pie were written the words Happy Valentines day love Mohamed I looked at my mother and asked,who Mohamed was and she told me it was her youngest brother,and I got confused and upset i looked at her and said "mom why didn't you tell me Mohammed was the last one?I thought your sister N was the last one,and she smiled at me shrugged her shoulders and said Ahamdulleah.When I woke up I asked a Muslim person what AHAMDOULLAH means,and they told me it meant praise be to God.And I told them about my dream and they insisted it came from Allah,and that he was telling me that Mohammed was the last messenger after Jesus.I also had many experiences similar to that.I also have been absolutely convinced at the remarkable scientific accuracy of the QURAN.I know MUSLIMS believe that Jesus is a prophet,but I still believe JESUS IS THE SAVIOR,AND HE DIED ON THE CROSS FOR OUR SINS,AT THE SAME TIME I DONT BELIEVE HE IS GOD,I SEE HIM SEPERATE FROM GOD....I AM feeling lost,I do not know what to do,I cant call myself a MUSLIM AND I CANT CLAIM TO BE CHRISTIAN,I REALLY MUST SOLVE THIS WITHIN MY HEART AND MIND BECAUSE RELIGION AND SALVATION OF THE SOUL IS NOT A JOKE.I JUST WISH GOD WOULD HELP ME FIND THE TRUTH,WHY IS IT SO HARD..I DO NOT WANT TO GO TO HELL,I WANT TO LIVE A RELIGIOUS AND WORTHY LIFE,BUT WORSHIPPING WHO???JESUS????OR ALLAH????? OH GODDDDDDD HELP ME...SOMEONE IM IN AGONY,AND CRYING MY HEART OUT TO GOD LOOKING FOR THE TRUTH...IS IT ISLAM OR IS IT CHRISTIANITY?